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一场电影

2012-01-30T12:03:00.003+08:00

没有一场电影是永远的。

人家说人生是一场戏。

我想人生不算是一场戏。

它是由很多部电影构成的。

而且是马拉松式的电影。

不同的场景，不同的故事情节，不同的主角。

随着故事情节，出现的人物也不同。

然而戏也是有播完的那一天。

播完了后，也就是第二部开始的时候。

新的场景，新的故事情节，新的主角。

但要永远记住播完了就得继续下一部戏。

因为那是场马拉松式电影，

当你一味得停留在上一部电影，

不舍得看下一部电影的同时，

别人已经往前跨一大步，

继续不同的电影了，

而你却停留在原地。

或许当你看完几部电影后,

再回想之前的那一部，

那只不过是人生中的其中一段戏分。

从戏中吸取经验和教训，

继续演绎下一部戏，

最佳男女主角也会是你。

痛。。。

2012-01-28T01:53:00.000+08:00

2012-01-15T09:39:00.003+08:00

今天早上最后一个关于你的梦。

心里一丝丝的悲伤

但是不会再流泪

应为我已学会坚强

最辛苦的两个星期都撑过了

在最痛的时候5张试卷都被我的枪一一射倒

再也没有什么再难的东西

我会过得比谁都好

过得比谁都坚强

至少现在我知道饿的感觉是什么。

虽然还是吃不下

入口想吐

觉得自己很没用

不喜欢这样的感觉

不喜欢这样浪费

但是我会努力

努力的爬起来

从新享受食物的美味

我会加油

kiss goodbye

2012-01-14T23:24:00.002+08:00

再见了。

2个星期都过了，

要做的都做了，

要说的都说了，

泪湿的枕头也干了，

心痛的感觉也变麻木了，

但是还是挽回不住,

应为已经不属于你了，

是否该放手了？

从不敢相信，

到不愿相信，

到钻牛角尖，

到最后还是要接受。

以后的路还是要自己一个人去走。

很害怕，很害怕，因为很黑暗，

完全看不到之后的路要怎么走，

但是我会努力去把那盏灯点亮。

谢谢你的绝情让我学会去接受事实

谢谢你的不珍惜，让我学会更懂得珍惜身边的每一样事物。

这两年的记忆和回忆，

很重很重，

而这伤口也很深很深，

我不知道我会需要多少时间去放下，

也不知道需要多少时间等那伤口痊愈，

也不知道眼泪几时会流干，

脸上的笑容几时会重现，

或许1个月，或许1年，

但是终有一天我一定会放得下的。

不舍得，但是还是要放你走。

再见了。

MAKE YOU FEEL MY LOVE

2012-01-09T16:01:00.002+08:00

i wish i could hear your voice

i wish i could read your text

how much i wish

i will work hard

i will just wait patiently

i will stay strong

i will never tears anymore

because i know it from the moment we met

nothing that i wouldn't do

go to the ends of the earth for you

to make you feel my love

i can see hope, i can feel it

as the time comes,

our bond, our hug will grow stronger

你好吗？

2012-01-07T09:54:00.002+08:00

[我轻轻地尝一口你说的爱我 还在回味你给过的温柔 我轻轻地尝一口这香浓的诱惑 我喜欢的样子你都有 我轻轻地尝一口你说的爱我 不舍得吃会微笑的糖果 我轻轻地尝一口份量香浓的说(一起来) 却将你的爱完全吸收(好这边朋友们) 我微笑着让香味停留 缘分走到这也赖着不走 像夹心饼干中间有甜头 继续下去不需要理由]

一首快乐的歌，一杯自制的热咖啡，开始奋斗的一天

还有13天，加油！！！

(在这6天里，有想念过我的一秒吗？)

I Won't Give Up

2012-01-04T09:04:00.000+08:00

It's been the third day.
Sleep with the tears,
Wake up with the tears.
Hoping its a dream,
Praying hard to the fairy tale every night before i go to bed,
Hoping the next day when I wake up everything ll back to normal.
The feeling is clueless and scary.
The feeling becomes worst
especially when u treat me like a stranger in one night time.
I m not even a friend of you now because u won't treat friend like this.
I won't blame for ur cruelty because i know u have ur reason.
I will wait patiently for ur answer .
I will wait for you home and get things back on the right track.
I have faith in you and I believe it.
I know u need time to think bout it
And I hope u ll think of it deeply
And feel it with ur heart.

I really miss you a lot
I need you
But u can't hear me anymore
As I promise I wont interrupt u anymore.
I know u not gonna read this
I hope you not too.
I just need some space to relieve my thought and feeling.

一篇一边读一边令我不知觉掉眼泪的文章。。。

2011-12-29T11:48:00.002+08:00

不知道为什么不能copy整篇文章，只好copy link。

得空的人去读一读这篇文章吧。

不是关于卿卿我我的爱情东西，也不是任何甜言蜜语，

但是却点醒了我，也令我领悟到很多。

http://www.sharing.my/note/?p=6673

2011-12-26T15:44:00.001+08:00

心很酸

心很痛

一切都已经不一样了

再执着也没有用

不是吗？

5 more minutes….

2011-09-08T23:56:00.002+08:00

还有五分钟，就要到12点了。什么日子？没错，就是我们的2周年纪念日。嘻嘻~时间过得真快，快到我都快赶不上了。这730天里说长不长，说短也不短。而我们一起经历过的，有开心也有不开心的。虽然我们因为想法不一样都还会为某些事情而闹争执。吵吵闹闹了一大圈到头来都始终找不到共识。但我相信总有一天我们都会达到的，因为我对我们有信心。我们会一起努力的对吗？在这篇post里面，并不想提到那么多不开心的东西。应为这篇post是要庆祝我们开心的纪念日。很遗憾的，今年的情人节，你的生日，周年纪念日和你的毕业典礼我们都不能一起庆祝。尤其是你的毕业典礼，更是让我耿耿于怀，每每想起都会很心酸，很妒嫉也很愤怒，为什么政府要把新学期延迟，害我将错过了你人生之中的其中一个大日子。Haiz，老是发牢骚还是要接受这残酷的事实。但是无所谓啦，你能参加我的毕业典礼总算能补回我心灵上的创伤。这次的纪念日并没有为你准备什么东西，因为前阵子，都还在心情不好中，没有什么心情准备也想不到到底要为你准备什么 L ごめんね～贵重的东西寄过去又怕弄丢了，而且时间也不够。还是算了吧，等你回来我们再一次庆祝吧，期待着我们的trip J 快点回来！！！！！

我。。。。。。。。很。。。。。。。。。想。。。。。。。。。你！！！！！！

你。。。。。。。。听。。。。。。。。。到。。。。。。。。。吗？？？？？？

*糟了，kiji miao又要喊包了:’( *

HAPPY 2^ND ANNIVERSARY LALING BI!!!!

谢谢你在090909的那一天走进了我的世界，也改变了我的人生。

LOVE YOU ALWAYS <3

Bi, good luck for your jap test ya !!! 頑張ってね！！！

awesome moment

2011-07-04T19:39:00.003+08:00

hey ya, this gonna be a quick update. so ya, am currently enjoying my holiday with the love one at the land of the kangaroo :D omfgoshhhhh finally i get to see my dearest !!! You wouldn't know how exactly my feeling is at this moment. i just wish that the time could freeze for a little while and the clock could have just stop ticking that fast!!!! That’s all for now and will be back in real soon. see ya :)

p/s: am also suffering from the hell period pain for the whole day :'( praying hard that I will feel better tomorrow so that i can enjoy my 1^st movie over here to the fullest!!!!! TRANSFORMER ere I come~~~~~~

monday blue

2011-05-30T20:50:00.004+08:00

Oh shit! I felt so sleepy for the whole day right after I stepped in the office this morning. i guess it’s so called Monday blue? Haha well maybe I should sleep early tonight J by the way i never realized that swimming at night can be so relaxing not until this evening I went swimming alone after work for the 1^st time. Spending time alone is not as bad as what I always thought of especially doing exercise alone, it can be fun as well. I personally think that sometimes we should just stay alone and have some quality time spent with yourself by doing something that you like to do. It can be as simple thing as doing gym/ reading a good book/ singing/ or even shopping J we should not afraid of loneliness, perhaps we should enjoy the moment of being alone with yourself without any interruption or interaction with the others. Time flies everyday without your realization, besides chasing the time 24/7 to pursue or achieve something in life, sometimes it’s necessary to slow down your movement and listen to your soul in order to readjust your movement or mind. For me, I am starting (or learning) to that :) there are just too much to be explored and learn bout in life. How bout you?

"独处也可以是种修行"

when JUNE comes

2011-05-29T21:14:00.004+08:00

Hey ya, sorry for the M.I.A. my 2^nd semester of 2^nd year had completed a week ago. So ya all the students from the local uni gonna have 4 months of holiday. Isn’t it great (bored =.=)???? Kinda hate their sudden changed of the system causing postponement of our graduation date

though I don’t really feel like graduate so soon yet: P oh gosh I am not ready for work yet!!!! I am definitely not ready to join the adulthood yet. To be precisely, can I not grow up???

Alright I should stop complaining about this boring stuff. This post supposes to be something new and fresh to welcome my 4 months of holiday. so ya for the past 2 weeks, my daily routine was almost like the life of an O.L>>> working working working and working nonstop from Monday to Friday. I don’t like office job but no choice, I need $$$$ to keep me survive for the coming trip. I seriously can’t wait for it. 3 more weeks I m gonna meet my dearest bf. You wouldn’t know how much I miss him * sob sob * .

so besides working, I do hang out with my dearest friends. Just feel happy to have them around with me (^_^) love them so much.

Well, I think I stop ere as I m gonna take a shower and have a skype session with my laling :)

Oh ya, did I ever mentioned before that I feel naked without pedicure? life without colour will be so dull. Don’t you agree with me???

2011-03-23T20:46:00.005+08:00

封建思想。永远都不会变。在家里，年纪大的说什么都是对的。做什么都是对的。做小的一定要遵从大的指示，如果反抗那就是不对。在他们的眼里，根本没有什么是公平与不公平，更不用说讲道理。。。他们说的都是道理，你说的都是狡辩，都是搏嘴都是不对，更本不会有自由言论的事情发生。。。你不会明白这一切。。。心中的不忿，心中的愤怒，心中的烦恼，课业上的烦恼，也就只能一层一层叠在心墙上。。。或许叠到没有空间时，就会爆炸。。。那么永远都不必憋得那么辛苦。。。

默默地在做东西的那一个，永远都不会被人看到的。。。这个世界就是那么不公平。。。

如果有一把刀，我会立刻插在我的胸口上，所有烦恼，愤怒，怨恨，都会从而释放完出来，永远都不会那么痛苦。。。只是我还没有那勇气去拿起那把刀。。。等到我的勇气全来了，时间一到，那全部问题就能解决掉了。。。

btw, ya right, i m very selfish i m very 计较，so say whatever shit and fucking word you wana say because you don't even know what was happening and i assumed all of you are blind.

是距离的错吗？

2011-03-13T19:21:00.004+08:00

每次想要好好的和你聊一聊，然而每每聊不上2，3句，你又说要睡觉，想聊多几句都不行，你知道那感受是怎样的吗？说好了要准时登入视像，到最后，等的还不是我一个人。等待是种折磨。不只是精神上，心理上也是。等到最后还不是空一场。那种失落和失望的感觉你会明白吗？我不是要约束你，干扰你的生活，阻止你和谁来往，但也没必要一个星期见面那么多次吧？难得有机会去留学，不是应该多认识一些新朋友吗？参来参去都是同一个圈子的人，进步的空间肯定是会被局限着。如果真的不想每天在线上见面的话，请老实告诉我好吗？我真的很害怕一个人等待的感觉。至少传个简讯通知一下好吗？这是种责任与交待。我知道你会觉得我时常在怀疑你，没有给你足够的信任。但是我可以老实的告诉你，我没有质疑过我对你的信任因为我知道你是值得被信任的。但是我心灵上的不安又能怎样？处于矛盾状态吗? 担心你又怎样？越着紧你，只会令你感到压力。最近每当你妈妈问起我关于你的事情时，我总是只能随便快快的带过。原因是我更本不知道你到底发生什么事了，而且我也不知道为什么每次看见你你都不会笑。因为你不曾告诉我你的事情与烦恼。你知道那感觉有多羞耻和无助吗？身为女友的竟然不知道你发生什么事。或许你不想增加我的压力。但至少说出来两个人分享好或一个人面对对吗？虽然我不能帮得上什么忙但至少能分担一点你的烦恼吧。我是有不满但是我不想找事情和你吵因为我很珍惜每次能和你见面的每一分每一秒。或许我真的真的应该减少对你的欲望和期望，直到零为止，那时候我就应该不会在意那么多了。

我不会任命的！

2011-03-08T16:34:00.003+08:00

有没有那么邪门啊？？？两支签所说的都差不多一样。。。

原本很想放弃了，心情也跌进谷底。。。

还差点以为自己得了忧郁症，无时无刻都在掉眼泪。。。

很想躲进黑洞里切斯地里地哭。。。

永远都不要出来。。。

但我知道我不能这样做。。。

没人能帮到你如果连你自己也放弃自己。。。

躲起来只是在逃避。。。

或许那只是个提示。。。

提示我还有3个月的时间去想想办法。。。

可能做一些事情去解决它或充实自己把自己准备好。。。

决定已经做了，不可能再重来。。。

我会坚持下去的。。。

我是绝对不会认输和认命的。。。

我的命运由我来掌握和控制。。。

我是个很迷信的人。。。

但这次我绝对不会认输。。。

我会证明给你看你是错的。。。。

静态！

2011-02-26T16:12:00.002+08:00

当你离开后的第1天

早上起来的感觉是很空虚的。

当你离开后的第2天

开始不习惯没收到你每天早上发送的短讯。

当你离开后的第3天

我告诉自己，是时候调整自己的时间了。

当你离开后的第4天

我竟然生病了。

当你离开后的第5天

我还是每天都在哭，一想到你就哭。

当你离开后的第6天

我生病地不省人事，在那个时候我不停的想如果有你在身边就好了。

当你离开后的第7天

虽然可以和你在网上见面，但是感觉还是很不同，每每和你聊到一半，又哭了。

当你离开后的第8天

你说的对，再哭多少，也是不会把你回来的日期提早的。

当你离开后的第9天

第一次受到你的短讯，我可是高兴了一整天呢。

当你开后的第10天

我逼不得已去了森林里住了1晚，你知道这一夜我有多难熬吗？

当你离开后的第11天

一大早收到你的短讯，令我更加的想你了。

当你离开后的第12天

我自己去逛了一天的街，感觉很孤单但却还可以吧。

今天是你离开后的第13天

也是第2个没你在身边的星期六

其实很多时候很多话想告诉你，但是总是觉得时间不够，想说的都说不完/话到嘴边就忘了

由于时间相差的关系，我们要聊天见面的时候也被影响了 :( 很无奈但没办法吧。

事实是之前我过于把你放在生活的中心，失去了自己独立生活的能力与平衡。

平静下来的生活原来是会变成孤单的。

我不知道我还要哭多久，我也不知道我要怎样去过这没有你的2年，

但是我会学着努力的去过自己应该要过的生活，

因为我们并不是为了人家而生活，

没有所谓的没有了谁就不能生活的。

或许在这2年里，我们各自去追求自己的梦想，到外面去闯一闯，体验下不同的生活，

对我们来说会是件好事，揣摩下自己的能力

2年的考验，我们说好了，一定能一起熬过的，不是吗？？？

我们一起加油好吗？？？全因为我爱你3个字，我会努力的！！！

今天情人節

2011-02-14T12:59:00.004+08:00

happy valentine's day people. hope you guys have a sweet and wonderful day with your love one.

how i wish my dearest can be at my side on this special day :( started to miss my darling so much right after he left yesterday night :'( and this morning when i woke up, the feeling was so terrible, i feel so empty :(

its time for me to learn to be independent, trust, stay strong and alot more. just that at the moment right now i still need some times to get used with it especially doin things alone without you by my side. i believe we can go through all this together no matter how difficult it is and we will always remember our promises because we always have each other in our heart.

take care darling! cant wait to see you tonight in skype!!! *muacks*

*kiji miao singing : every body sing a song lula lula........*

要爱，就接受吧。

2011-02-07T19:35:00.003+08:00

试着逼自己尽量不要去找那么多，看那么多，知道那么多，知道了又怎样？不开心又怎样？没人能帮到你。终于领悟到装傻才能让自己好过点。气又气过了，哭也哭累了，到最后结果还不是一样吗？改变不了别人的想法，就只能改变自己的想法。原来想要得到的幸福并不那么容易，需要忍，忍一时风平浪静，有那一段爱情或婚姻不是忍回来的？觉得辛苦，但是值得的。当你爱一个人，就没有什么是公平与不公平，对与错，因为很多时候都会有灰色地带。很多时候，公说公有理，婆说婆有理，爱情里根本没有法官去判对与错。而我也清楚，没有人能改变你的想法。

妒嫉这两个字，太毒了。逃的过就会见到永远，逃不过就迟早会说再见。已经不想再去知道更多事情了。是时候封锁自己的视觉与听觉，因为很累了。每一滴的眼泪都刺痛到心很痛很痛，真的很痛。或许我把你看得太重了，有一点失去了平衡。你的一举一动都会令我很在意，不，我应该说是关于你的一切。是时候把重心转回到自己了。

要爱，就接受吧。

i m not intelligent enough

2010-12-07T12:32:00.002+08:00

I am not an intelligent or smart girl

I always do things according to my mood

This is not good I know

I am failed in controlling my emotions

that's why it is unstable all the time

Once it’s ON it will be hard to switch it OFF

It takes time to do so

Especially when there is something irritates me

I know I m being too sensitive in certain things

Pessimistic follows me all the while

No one is perfect in this world

There are too many things I need to learn

Tolerance is very important

Learn to think wisely before making any decision

Do not say something harsh

You will never know when you will feel regret bout it

Pessimistic is what I wish to have now

I am sorry for what I have done and what I have said

I am really sorry :(

とうとう試験が終わった！！！

2010-12-02T14:55:00.003+08:00

やっと試験が終わった、実は試験の終わる前にもう休みのmoodが始めると感じしてる　*嬉*

今クリスマスの日は楽しみね、特に何のプレゼントかくれるのはわくわくしてる！！！

今年何のプレゼントは彼に送ったほうっがいい

？？？じゃ、まだ考えてるね。

休みのとき何かするがいい？？？

来年のJLPT2級を準備するために、勉強するつもりだ。

カップケッキの作り方を習いたい。

詩織ちゃんとシムイさんはクリスマスプレゼントとカードを送れると思ってる。

じゃ、たった今昼ごはんを食べたところなので、クローセットを整理してくるよ。

ショピンッグに行きたい！！！

yay finally my final exam has over, its time to turn on the holiday mode. well actually i already did it during study break :p haha now i am waiting for the arrival of xmas and wondering what kinda present that i m gonna receive for this year. kinda getting a little excited over bout it :p btw what kinda present i should get for mr kygp for this year xmas??? i got him a towel sewed with his name on it by me and a handmade card for last year xmas. oh ya and a cute ginger breadman too!!!so any idea for this year?hmmm i really not good in thinking of what kinda p

resent should pick for someone especially during some special day. its gonna make my head burst!!!! well what is my plan for this one month of holiday???

prepare for JLPT level 2 (if possible i wana take level 1 for next year as well)
learn to bake some cupcakes :p
prepare xmas present and cards for my host sister (dear shiori) and my lovely sis who is in US now ( sim yee DE rabbit ).

and now its time for me to clean my wardrobe for my coming new clothes :) i wana go shopping!!

i lurve M&M

心痛的感觉

2010-11-25T21:42:00.004+08:00

你何曾试过被一句话伤的心痛无比吗？？？

就因为你知道那些都是不好的，你就可以去做，

如果真的出事了，那就不能怪任何人，因为这是预料的。

这说法，不自私吗？？？

你不介意得不得到别人的关心只要你有关心别人的一颗心就可以了。

别人给不给是他的自由。

这是你的意思吗？？？

你说的话对我来说真的太重了，我承受不了。

只能让眼泪往心里流。

*心痛得无法入眠*

心如刀割

2010-11-24T09:47:00.002+08:00

你的一句话，我的心想被刀刺般的痛。。。

counting down

2010-11-22T20:48:00.003+08:00

yay tomorrow is my 1st paper !!! say bye~~~ to gtee1102 !!! am counting down for exam to end now :P haha wish me luck ya!!! bye~~~

impatient~~~

2010-11-20T20:37:00.002+08:00

試験が終わったの日はいらいら待ってるね　（＞＿＜）毎日ずっと勉強してるだけ、つまらなかったよ。ぜひ旅行に行って遊びたいわ！！！

random pic!!!!

2010-11-19T22:35:00.005+08:00

ya, this post is about some random picture. really random picture i swear but who cares haha :D so how's study everyone? ready for exam??? i hope exams can be finished A.S.A.P!!! the more i wait for it to comes the more i feel guilty and worried about it. AM really worried about what kinda question will be coming out especially for TBEJ2118 & 2117 ( japanese language paper ) (>.<) praying hard that it will come out something similar to past year question :p lets pray for me too ya !!!!!

our anniversary present ♥

guess who is underneath the pink cap? :p

i don't understand why i always smile soo freaking extremely ???

♥ trying out our awesome cap♥

明日バトミントンに行く！！！わくわく待ってるね (^.^)v じゃ、勉強に戻りなきゃ (>.<)

stress or not???

2010-11-17T21:58:00.004+08:00

oh well final is around the corner (ya 1st paper on next wed) but i think i am just being too relax for this 3 weeks of study break. i dont feel the stress at all (T.T) which i feel damn guilty for myself because everyday i see ppl shouting around at the book saying that they are so stress studying for exam. but i dont think i m stress at all. of coz i do study everyday (3hours max per day) and after that i just spent my whole day time surfing the net( basically is only fb :p), sleeping sleeping sleeping ( i dont know why, i m so freakin in love with mr KYGP's bed so much that i could fall asleep damn easily whenever i m lying on it =.= ), Wii-ing (which i felt my arm almost paralysed and numb for 2 days :(i think i should do it more often to get rid of the abundance of fats which being so loyal to me for all these while) so there you see, can u feel any stress from what i did for everyday? the answer is NO!!! shit maybe i m just being too confident with myself @#$$%^&&*(()) but hey constant work for revision before exam really helps alot. thats why i m being so relax now. i m so envy with people who can study for more than 4 hours per day. seriously i dont know how they manage to do that as my butt cant stay still for more than 1 hour, so 3 hours per day for me is already reach my maximum. SHIT i better stop that now. i should get back to study which i've had promised mr KYGP that i will study for 3 hours and sleep at 12. so see ya soon! oh btw SHIT is one of my favourite saying for recently :p sorry for being so rude but i like it !!!

right now i just cant wait for 2011.

i got this from kinokuniya on last sunday. LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!! as the size of this diary book is just nice for me which i have been looking around for so many places for quite a long time. surprisingly i didnt get myself any magazine for this time ( as all of you know that i used to be an addict to the japanese magazine since high school) i dont know why recently i m not really into those magazine but i m more interested in book nowadays haha. i wish i will have more time and $$$$ so i can purchase as much of books as i want and get a good place with nice beverage to read silently for whole day :) i m sure i will do that after my exams. i have too many things n plans to do in my head right now. s-e-e Y-O-U soon! ciao

運動すべきだ！

2010-11-01T22:18:00.004+08:00

もう　二ヶ月運動しなかった！！！ジームーもいかないし、泳ぎもぜんぜん行かなかった。だめだよ。太ってなるのを気がついってしまった！！！嫌い嫌い嫌い。。。明日泳ぎに行くはずだよ。

久しぶり

2010-10-28T20:19:00.002+08:00

みんな、元気？

このsemesterは授業の時間も長いし、宿題もたくさんあるし、レポートもたくさんあった、それでとっても忙しかった。だからブロッグの時間はあまりない，ぜんぜんupdateしない。ごめんね　:(

今日の授業はこのsemesterの最後のクラスだった。次の３週間はstudy breakだよ。嬉しい！ぜひ遊びたいね。でも３週間の後試験があるのでこの３週間は必ず利用すべきだと思う。あたしにとって勉強はとっても大切だから遊ぶ時間も必要だ。勉強しながら遊んでる。そのideaはいいじゃない？(笑）

p/s　あしたは映画を見て行きたい。。。２週間もわくわく待ってるよ！！！

after so long

2010-09-08T11:52:00.003+08:00

Things happened up and down for this few months. Popo and suk gong have gone back to the heaven during this few months time. I really miss them a lot (>.<) may they have a peaceful life in heaven with God. However sometimes I almost forgot that they are no longer here anymore. Somehow i still have the feeling that they are still here with us. I am afraid that their image in my mind will get faded slowly which I don’t want it to be happened :( sob…

During these 2 months, there’s a sweet girl came into my life and became part of my family during the 2 weeks of home stay program. And this sweet girl named shiori kitagawa =) during the homestay period, I spent most of my time with her. We have been to several famous places in KL where some of it even me as a Malaysian for the past 20 years I have never been to =p such as TWIN TOWER!!! Haha I was lucky enough to get the free pass from meng zhen (one of the other host family). btw thanks laling bi for spending most of ur time with us especially when I was having class, he was so nice to offered to bring my host sister out . thanks a lot bi =D love you!!!!

Basically I really had lots’ fun with my host sister during the 2 weeks time and I get to practice my Japanese as well =) can you imagine how much fun we had because we share the same interests like PINKIE STUFF AND HELLO KITTY??? However all this fun was ruined by a fella (a Leo club committee member) at the end. OMG I don’t want to repeat this in my blog again. It’s a long long story and I think most of you already know what was it haha so I can save my energy and not to repeat it anymore. Btw I will definitely go find you shiori when I go JAPAN =) really cant wait for it =) hehe

Am now having 2 weeks of RAYA holiday!!!!!! Gonna spend my time wisely and hopefully I can do something progressive for my studies during this 2 weeks =D

Jya ne !!!!

开课后

2010-07-21T18:38:00.001+08:00

sem3已经过了两个星期。心情也从假期的心情慢慢调整回来了。新学期的时间表，说真得我并不是很喜欢。除了只有1天是早上8点的课而令我开心的，其他的我都不喜欢，因为上课的时间很长。每一天都得上4个小时的日语课。除了日语还得上其他沉闷的课。话说回来日语课的程度也越来越难了。开始感觉有点吃力。但为了我的目标，我一定要加油。哦对了我也已经开始驾车去上课了。拿了2年的车牌，P牌也脱了才开始驾车。哈哈真的是paiseh :p 驾车了才知道车油有多贵哩。

或许是被繁忙的时间表和堆积如山的功课而吓倒，最近都变得不爱说话。连日文教授和同系的同学也感觉到。每天回到家就天黑了，吃过晚饭后就得对着书本或电脑做功课，没一会儿就到了睡觉时间（不好意思，我是标准的灰姑娘，12点以前就得睡。）。感觉上时间越来越不够用 =.= 而且连和亲人见面的时间也不多，妈咪和老豆最近都每天到医院去因为叔公病了，真希望他会快点好起来，要振作要坚强。姐姐们都忙着上班，放工回来后聊没两句就各自做自己的东西。至于laling bi 也是忙着上课，由于自己驾车上课了，所以见面的机会也大大减少了，因为不用载我放学了。所以最多一个星期只见1-2次面。haiz 或许应该要开始习惯这种生活了。因为laling bi 也快要去澳洲了。要学会独立的照顾自己。

对于那件事我还是很在意，我真得很在意很在意所有有关那个人的事情。或许你会觉得我执著，自私，或想太多也好，如果可以我只想要你答应我永远都不会和那个人联络，真得有那么难吗？分手了就分手了，还当什么朋友？当初也是因为双方不合而分的，为什么分了还要联络？把过去的都delete掉不好吗？真想不通。不大方，很小气？对没错我就是那么不大方，对于爱情，没有人会大方的。有时的确会越想越不好受，但是不好受的感觉只有自己知道，那是很辛苦的。所以是不是该学着慢慢的不要理会那么多，知道也装不知道，看到也装看不到，不要过问呢？但真得很难咯。。。

Little update about liz lisa’s recent life

2010-07-08T15:30:00.005+08:00

Time really passes freaking fast and my 2 months of sem break is gonna end soon. Sem 3 is just around the corner but I don’t really feel like goin back to class yet due to the messy timetable =.= hopefully I can settle it by next week and pray hard for no class on Friday. So during this holiday I did nothing special besides outing for almost every day, spending time with my siblings and my laling bi, work at hong leung shoes company for about a month and THAT’S ALL! Started to feel a bit of nervous and guilty now coz i didn’t do any revision for my nihongo at all during this holiday. Shit man, I am not ready to see my new sensei yet for next week >< well I guess I m gonna work really hard when sem 3 starts. Btw I just had my lunch with my lovely girlfriends today. It’s like FINALL we can meet up after so long =)

p/s : i want the away jersey of germany!!!!!!

( who cares even though they are not the champion *eyes rolling*)

chae yin san kara hong kong no omiage wo moratta. atashi wa daisuki no kitty chan desu =) honotoni arigatou ^^

time flies

2010-06-19T01:08:00.004+08:00

我能感觉到时间真得在飞。外婆已经走了一个星期。回想起上个星期五，当我在埋头工作时，突然接到了三姐的信息说外婆走了。心情就像是晴天霹雳。自从上几年肺部问题的大病后，外婆都一直好好的。最后一次见外婆时是在3个月前，那时候外婆还很健康，而且还比以前胖了些。没想到，那是最后一次见外婆的机会。外婆领走前并没有交代什么，也没说什么，只对姨丈说了一句“很累”就走了。或许外婆不要看见我们伤心，所以趁三姨来吉隆坡的那几天走了。

外公，爷爷和奶奶在我还没出世时就不在了，所以外婆是我唯一从小就相处的长辈。但由于外婆住在芙蓉，所以从小我和外婆的感情并不是那么close,而且都是过时过节的时候才见到外婆，但是我还是体会到了“子欲养而亲不在"的道理。最心痛是爱得太迟，有些心意不可等到那日子。要珍惜眼前所有的一切事与物，切勿等到最后一刻才来后悔，那时候已经后悔莫及，只能变成遗憾。当父母还健在时，经我们所能好好的孝顺他们吧。或许我们并不能给他们什么贵重的东西，但一份关怀的心，空闲时陪陪他们，和他们聊聊天，就这么简单的事我相信每个人都能做到的，只是看你愿不愿意而已。有时想一想，为什么父母能花了他们大半生的时间来辛辛苦苦工作赚钱来抚养我们，栽培我们，而且没有一句怨言，但身为子女的长大后，却会嫌弃自己的父母唠叨，笨手笨脚。你可曾想过当我们牙牙学语时又何尝不是笨手笨脚呢？但父母又嫌弃过我们吗？父母在生时都不孝顺他们，当他们变成冷冰冰的躺在棺木时才后悔，那还来得及吗？

外婆走的那一天和出殡的那一天，我看到了从没看过那么漂亮，而且颜色还那么分明的彩虹。这意识着外婆走得很安乐吗？而且我还看到了霓虹呢！那是象征着幸运的意思哦。外婆一定是想告诉我们虽然她到了很远的地方但她还是会保佑我们子孙们。外婆谢谢您。如果没有您，就没有我亲爱的妈妈，那就不会有今天的我了。您是个很伟大的妈妈，母兼父执的把7个孩子们抚养长大，真是辛苦您了。希望您在遥远的地方过着无忧无虑和快乐的日子。外婆，好走。

我们永远都爱您和怀念您

disappointed

2010-06-01T01:03:00.004+08:00

I've just realized that you just wont bother about it :"(

good feeling, good thought

2010-05-24T22:56:00.004+08:00

最近在"secret"里所读到的good feeling, good thought，其实并不是那么容易能做到。这几天我都有学着尝试去控制自己的思想，自己的情绪，因为只有自己才能控制这些东西，无论是好的，坏的，其实自己就是事情的起源。但原来是挺难的。只有好情绪时才能有好的思想方向。而当一个人沮丧，难过或生气时有好的想法，那是矛盾的，不是吗？

在生活上，每一天我们都有很多的东西必须去思考。思考和想是绝对有分别的。思考多一点就代表用脑筋多一点，那么人就不会那么迟钝。但是想太多久绝对不是件好事。

最近，不知是太空闲还是什么的，老是想得特别多。可能当一个人拥有太多的时间而没有适量的工作或活动去填补那空档的时间时，就会如此下场。也可能是想太多，所以有时会从高兴的模样一眨眼间就变得落寞或心事重重的模样。难到真的是那么典型的巨蟹座吗？我知道我这样反常的一举一动令你感到很心疼。尤其是当我不懂得如何开口告诉你而选择不说的时候会令你难受。所以之前我要你答应我如果发生任何不愉快的事情时，你一定要逼我说出来。至少说了出来我们能尽量想办法解决而不是把它藏在心里，越拖越久直到严重到无可解决。我知道我们都不想那样。把心中的话说出来，其实是真的很难。但我会学着去做到。每每想到还有半年时间你就要飞了，眼泪就会不听话的留了下来。是因为不舍得。习惯了你在我身边陪伴我做每一样事情，习惯了每天见到你，习惯在车子里听你的冷笑话，习惯了你把我吃不完的食物都往肚子里扫掉，习惯了每当我心情不好是有你在身边听我发牢骚，习惯了咬你的手臂，习惯了你的味道，你的温度。这一切习惯真得太多了。很希望你留在这里，但这是不可能的，因为那是自私和任性的想法，而且你也不可能那样做。你说我们必须度过这样的考验才能更长久。别人都能做到，我们也一定能做到。不是我对我们没有信心而是我对自己的耐力没信心。一年的时间并不是很长，但如果我成功申请到去日本的话，那我们分开的时间就会是两年了。每次想到这都会从新考虑是否要申请呢？我该怎么办？我知道自己太依赖了，太依赖了有你在身边。所以在这半年时间我们应该减少每天见面的时间而当作习惯还是珍惜这半年时间而有的见多少就多少呢？哈哈为什么要想得那么复杂？我也不知道。反正开心就好啦。到时候才打算吧。未来的事没有人知道，也没有人会知道明天将会发生什么事。所以别忧虑那么多吧。

还有一样事情我还是把它放在心里还没向你坦白。心里有很多疑问，但不知如何开口。或许我想太多了吧。每当我因为想到或听到你提起有关某人或某件事时，我都会有如此地反应，也讨厌自己想得那么多。我能感觉到你所给我的安全感，但可能自己太贪心了，总觉得不够。原因只有一个，因为你是个和别的双子不一样的双子，你是个非常念旧的双子。你能明白我所说的和担心的吗？我知道我不应该那么想，也知道很多事情都不能做比较，尤其是和过去做比较，而且我也很讨厌作比较，但有时候这是自然而然无法控制的发生的，我该怎么做？唯一能解决的方法是等我调整好自己的想法和情绪时再向你坦白我的想法和疑问好吗？总不能把自己胡乱的想法和情绪抛给别人。

注：这篇文章并不是因为伤心或不开心而写的。我只不过想要疏解以下自己的心情何想法而已。所以请别担心。

有人说当你遇到对的他时，你会接受他的一切无论好或坏，因为你喜欢的是他的人，他的心，自然而然你会包容他的一切。你觉得呢？

update ~~~

2010-05-11T17:05:00.005+08:00

Hooray!!! Exams had over. 2 months of holiday…I am going to plan my schedule so that I could spend my time wisely by doing something quality without wasting it ^^

After my last paper on last Wed, I hardly have the chance to stay at home. 1stly, sim yee jeje’s bday celebration outing to redbox and shabu shabu as dinner for Thurs.

The following day, Japanese club farewell for seniors and sensei. Unfortunately, only 4 of the 一年生 turned up, such an embarrassment for all the 1^st year juniors because all the senpai and sensei kept asking me where were the others =.= sigh

the rabbit and i =)

Well for sat, finally I could stay at home for the whole day to have some rest and doing some handicraft =) Oh ya, I had yummy yourgurt ice cream from tutti frutti for supper. Thanks laling =)

Sunday, our beloved 柳沢逸夫 sensei invited us to his apartment before he is back to Japan. We met sensei at the lrt station and then he leads us to his apartment which is located at the amcorp mall. When we arrived, sensei’s wife had already prepared lunch for us, it’s typical Japanese curry rice and its really delicious * thumbs up for it* we had so much fun at sensei’s house for the whole evening by playing bingo, learning the bon odori’s dance, walking around the apartment to snap some picture, and also around the park opposite the amcorp mall. Oh btw, he bought us mcd ice cream too while we were at the amcorp mall. Thanks God for the good weather of that day without the hot sun so that we could enjoy urself at the park without sweating like hell. At around 5 something in the evening, sensei and his wife sent us to the lrt station and he even bought us the lrt ticket. It’s really so kind of him and his wife as well. I never met such a wonderful teacher in my life. He even developed the pictures on the spot of the day after we snapped it at his house and from the park. And he is the only lecturer in uni who’s able to remember the date of each of our course mate’s birthday and gave us birthday card, and also he treated us like children. Even though he is already 63 years old, he looks and behaved much younger than his age. Such a lovely teacher who I have met in uni, and now he is goin back to japan soon and I feel heavy hearted for his leaving. All the things that he had done for us were like too many to be listed out. Here is my message that I replied him in the facebook today because he just sent me thank you message at the facebook for the card that I had made for him that day. I ll definitely miss him a lot. Sob sob T.T

先生へ

おととい　先生のお宅に伺って、先生の奥様にお目にかかりました。とても　楽しかったです。先生の奥様が作った料理はとても美味しくて、一番好きです。本当に有難うございます・

りさより

my cute sensei and my coursemate, azamu san

親切な先生とりさ (^.^)v

美味しい昼ごはん＞＞＞カレライス

At night, my family had our mother’s day celebration at ss2 sho gung. a week before mother’s day, mummy told us she feels like eating Korean bbq, so yi ga jie went to made reservation after that =) however the food there was normal, not as yummy as the one that we had in ampang last time. haha Once again, HAPPY MUMMY’S DAY, especially to all the mummy in the world. U are the best and I love you so much =) muacks n hugs

♥ you mummy

Yesterday, I went gym with mummy early in the morning. Sweat so damn alot. Hehe happy happy. Hopefully I could manage to get rid of some stubborn fats during this sem break. That’s one of my targets for this holiday =) at night,went for pasar malam date with my laling after so long we didn’t go for Monday pasar malam because usually I ll be very busy to do my revision and study for every Monday night, so ya, we went for thurs one instead. Wohoo kinda miss the Monday pasar malam so much. Hehe

For today, I went swimming in the morning with the love one. i seldom go for swim recently because the bad weather for mostly every evening not allowed me to do so =( sigh sigh. Btw swim in the morning is kinda nice coz the pool is empty =p hehe. Btw I only managed to do 3 laps for today =( bad performance compared to last month which I could do 5 or 6 laps. Am gonna practice more and exercise more. Keep it up ya, I m sure I can do that =) hehe.

And now its time to continue with my handicraft. See ya around tmr =)

full dressed rehersal to broga hill???

2010-04-24T20:56:00.003+08:00

Broga hill. Supposed to go on yesterday but we were too lucky, the rain welcome us as we 1st stepped on the ground at the entrance of brogan hill. The funny thing is we mistaken the sound of the rain as the sound of the water flow from the river.haha. So that’s our full dressed rehearsal to brogan hill (according to jian rong) and the actual day had postponed to 19th of May. Anyone interested to join? Just lemme know ya.

So today i met up with my girlfriends>> chae yin and Jessica. It’s been a long time we didn’t catch up with each other and study together (though we are not taking the same course, who cares??) , not to forget our gossiping session as well. Miss them so much. Really had an enjoyable time with them ^^

Oh my dear world main language. Finally i had a clear concept bout you and started to know more bout you. I am really regret for not listening to sarah Abdullah choi during lecture because i always hypnotised by her soft and “sweet” voice. Haha hopefully i can vomit everything for Monday paper. That’s the most difficult paper among all the others. Sigh.

wow sexy lips

my ragoo study too much untill pengsan jor ( he s a lion's club member =) )

this is what i get from DAISO =)

i ♥ daiso so much

it's monopoly time again.

wish me luck for not getting into jail again pls ><

tata ♥

i feel happy whenever i am at home ♥

2010-04-21T20:41:00.008+08:00

1st day of menstrual, totally no mood to do anything at all but I still havta sit for km paper. Sigh =.= so after km paper, went KFC for lunch with winney and yn jiou and had some girl gossiping sessions as well =) haha thought of studying there after lunch but then plan failed coz my stomach pain not allow me to do so :'( so ciao quite early. after that took a nap at laling's place for about one hour ^^ after that went home for dinner. i just love my mom's cooking till the maximum =p yummy~~~

the fei zai is wearing my jacket O.0

wow!!! guess who's sexy back???

♥

semiotic paper for tommorow,

gonna vomit out all the things tht i have memorized =)
* it's time to get another kit kat now =p

count-ing down???

2010-04-20T23:04:00.004+08:00

tadaa... 2 papers done. another 5 more to go =) good luck.

p/s: control your itchy hand during exam time, my advise to you>>>don't double check for too many times or you will end up like me, answer changed from the right to wrong :'( sob sob.. learn to be confident with what you have done !!!!!

試験が怖い！！！

2010-04-19T19:37:00.003+08:00

たった今晩ご飯を食べたところ。お腹がいっぱい　＊笑い＊

今朝起きるとき　左の目がsingle eye lidに　なった。どうして？？？泣きすきますか、遅く寝るか、ぜんぜんわからないよ　=.=

明日試験が始まるよ。みんな　wish me good luck =)　頑張れ！！！

bad weather

2010-04-18T22:15:00.004+08:00

No more swimming on Sunday because the pool is so damn crowded even though the sky was so damn dark and looks like going to rain. i only managed to swim for 3 laps i think =.=

i am currently not in good mood. I don’t know why. i think maybe i think too much. Yes that's me. i really don’t know just leave me alone.

我在意是因为我在乎。你可以说我是神经质，我也承认我是。请原谅我是这样的女生。

Good night.

P/s: Dear god can you please help me and teach me for not to think so much???

semiotic

2010-04-17T15:04:00.003+08:00

Semiotic is one of the subjects that i am taking for semester 2. Basically i think it s not a really difficult subject but it’s extremely subjective. All you havta do is understand the terms and memorize all the definitions and theories, that's it. the most important and good thing about it is there's no right or wrong for the semiotics question, as long as you have strong facts to support your answer then u can score with flying colors ( thats my own thinking, but i m not sure bout the others how they think bout it ) hopefully i can score well for this subject =)

Talking bout examination, i just realized something when i was studying during this morning. The examinations that we sit in uni now are much easier than high school. At least it's not that stress. we have plenty of time to prepare for it and the paper is not that hard compared to the high school, i wonder why??? hmmm maybe the course that i m taking is not that tough? oh wait, i shouldn't say that.actually it is quite tough for some courses. But haha all thanks to the consistent work and revision during each day, that’s why i hav such thinking ( btw i m not trying to praise myself ) but seriously, studying consistently can really helps alot =) mayb you should try it sometimes. thinking bout the past when i was in high sch, i dont revision at all other than completing the super tough homework and the consequences of it is i always havta burn the mid night oil to do the last minute study, thats really scary right, especially when u couldn’t finish all the chapters. and that’s why i have such a poor results. btw i hate assignment for the most, especially group assignments. i will always prefer test and exam than assignment =.=

What an embarrassment for me to realize bout it after i have came to uni but hey, at least i found out the causes and trying to improve myself in studies whenever i could. There s always Better late than never right?

Okie, its time to get back to my notes. have a nice day and ciao =)

ouch!!!!

2010-04-15T23:06:00.005+08:00

i hurt my right middle finger when i was closing the glass slide door of my balcony during this evening. i am really a careless girl for all the time :C

btw,feel so happy and proud of myself because i have done my 1st round of revision for 2 subjects (titas&information skill) in one day. but i think i still need to revise it for another round. i need to work hard for the other subjects as well especially for the most difficult subject- the world main languages. memorizing all the family name for the languages can really kill me. there's not much time left as my 1st paper gonna start on tues, so i must add extra oil!!!!

minna san, ganbatte kudasai!!!!

the fun of editing layout

2010-04-14T13:26:00.004+08:00

omg, i have been editng my blog layout after breakfast untill now. i just found out that editing the blog layout is kinda fun except for the time consuming part which distracted me badly from doing my revision.but still there are some errors which i unable to solve it *angry* i just don't know why isit my profile, and my side gadgets will appear at the bottom of my blog instead of appearing at the right side of it =.= anyone can help???? sob sob T.T btw,i think i should stop now and get back to my text book. work hard pls!!!

WORRY-ing

2010-04-11T23:18:00.004+08:00

've been worrying bout my laling for the whole day coz he s not feeling well =(

hope he ll get well soon!!!

my love, my life

2010-04-09T13:13:00.006+08:00

Hey ya, its fri afternoon. i am supposed to be studying now but guess what, i have been on9 fb-ing and watching videos that laling sent to me for almost an hour =.= i think i better start studying after this. This week is the 14th and the last week of semester 2, therefore all the lecturers are giving us revision and so on. But there is always exceptions case for Japanese course. From last week till this week, I have been watching doraemon for every classes of TBEJ1118. I am sort of having phobia of doraemon now. The same episode of doraemon, I just hardly believe that we have been watching it for more than 5 times. It’s like O.M.G right. I think I m gonna say NO to doraemon for quite a sometimes from now onwards. Haha

Btw there are some words especially dedicated to my love one,

Dear laling,

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY =)

(Actually I know exactly what u were talking about during this morning breakfast but I just act like duno =p)

Just wanna tell laling that i feel lucky to have you. Do you know that you have become part of my life? I feel comfortable and secure whenever you are beside me. I just love being with you, spending time with you every single day and listen to your jokes especially when you are driving, though sometimes you can be really really noisy =p

And I just realized something; we are now sitting at the same place where we came here for lunch for once before we were together =) the scene is still in my mind clearly as if it’s just something happen yesterday. And now we are here again =) such a coincidence right?haha

LOVE U ALWAYS !!!!

update!!

2010-04-08T10:50:00.003+08:00

Recently i have been so eager to learn to make my own blog page (with the confusing html/url/bla bla bla what so ever u can call it) and yet due to the BUZY-NESS and lack of motivation, I think I gotta give up… haha yes that’s me…always lack of determination…well I will still try my best to make a perfect and unique blog page ( as in different from the others because I personally hate sharing or having the same thing with the others =p ) as what I always hope to do so.

Talking about my busy life, it’s time for me to update briefly bout it. Previously I was “quite” busy with assignments, presentations and revision for test as well. As you see, I took 7 subjects for sem 2 ( 19 credit hours) and my timetable is so damn pack, basically is from 8-6 for Monday till Thursday except for Friday. That’s why I love Friday simply because I only have 2 hours of lecture for that day and after that I can go gai gai with my laling =)

Time flies. I really can’t imagine that I have entered uni for almost one year. 2 semesters has gone, which means there is another 4 semesters to go before I graduate. If I am lucky enough to go overbroad study in japan, I gotta extend another one more year. I need to work extra hard and pay more effort for that. Besides that i really hope that time won’t pass that fast because I really don’t feel like working, I mean I am not ready for it yet. I think I still prefer study life. Sob sob.

Btw for your information, I have passed my JLPT (JAPANESE LANGUAGR PROFIENCY TEST) for level 3 and 4. (thanks daddy for helping me to get the cert from post office) However due to the changed of format for the test, this year I m gonna take level 3 again because they have changed from the 4 levels format to 5 levels =.= sigh. Anyway If I was selected to go for the lion’s youth exchange program at the end of the year, I need to postpone it again…ARGH!!! How I wish I can finish it soon man.

For friends who know that I had moved to damansara perdana, I think I already adapted to the environment here except for my mom, she still not really used to it simply because of her kitchen, she has been complaining all day about her kitchen, it is too small for her as you guys know that cooking and baking is her “life”… haha but overall I m quite satisfied with everything here, especially the for the facilities and services around here. And I started to love swimming nowadays. Swimming has become my favorite sports now =)

That’s all for today, I gotta go for my Japanese class now. (Wow such a long post!!!) haha..have a nice day. Ciao =)

new layout!!

2010-04-05T13:40:00.002+08:00

atarashi no layout o tskuru tsumoridesu. demo ima dai gakku ni irukara, jikan ga amari nai. mada uchi e kaetta atode tsuzukemasyou. jya matta =)

幸せ

2010-04-03T21:35:00.004+08:00

今日　母にうちを掃除する手伝ってあげった。昼時　恋人と　昼ごはんを　食べて行った。そして　姉と恋人が３人　泳ぎに　行った。今日の天気　よかったね。泳いだばかり雨が降りました。

そして　今夜の晩ご飯は　pizza です。とても　美味しいですよ。

幸せね

楽しい日ですね。今は　assignmentをするながらテレビを見ているところです。

みんな　じゃね。

やっと

2010-04-02T23:52:00.003+08:00

インタネットが使える。すごい長い時間がお待ちしました。きのうから　やっと　使えるね。嬉い。
今日恋人といしょうに映画を見に行った＾＾おもしろい映画だ。先週から体の調子がちょうっとよくないですから今ちょうっと疲れた。熱もあるし、せきも出し、風もひきました。とても大変ですね。何も食べられない。じゃ　皆　お休みなさい

yohoo =)

2010-04-01T10:46:00.004+08:00

liz lisa hopes that today class will end ASAP because she's cant wait to go home on9!!! finally after 2 months, everything back to normal and she can on9 whenever she wants!!! she just cant wait to go home now.hehe.do you all know suffering she was for the past 2 months. Starbucks, station 1, old town white coffee, comp lab in faculty and also darling's room has become her fav on9 spot to complete her assignments. and now she just cant wait for another 4 more hours to go and rush back home after that ^^

p/s: dear flu and cough, can you please stay away from me? i miss swimming so much :'( sob

missing in action!!!

2010-03-04T11:07:00.003+08:00

hey ya, just realized i have not been update for ages... was thinking to create another new account or getting another new layout because i m getting bored with the current one. there will be more updates coming soon ( i guess ) haha...gonna go for class now... jya ne!!!

2010-02-11T11:02:00.001+08:00

Dear baby isaac, we love you forever

THANK GOD.

2010-02-01T16:30:00.005+08:00

感激观音娘娘和所有听到我们祷告的神和菩萨。还有ah gong ah ma的保佑。当然还有小宝贝你的听话。。。当她泪眼汪汪的走下楼来告诉我时，真的把我也下了一跳。当我得知是件好消息时我的眼泪也一直不停的流下。我们终于能把这2个星期的心头大石放下了。

给小宝贝的话：小宝贝，我们会永远的爱护你和保护你。你也要乖乖的听话和坚强哦 <3>

2010-01-31T00:26:00.002+08:00

今夜の晩ご飯　とても　美味しかった。お腹が　一杯！！！本とに　彼の兄さんに　どうもありがとう　という　つもりです　＝）今日は　とても　楽しかった。　姉と彼と　買い物に　いった。新い服を　買った。楽しかった　＝）

じゃね。

2010-01-26T21:11:00.005+08:00

今　お腹がいっぱい！たくさん　supper　を　食べたから　＝（　

姉のburberryかばんが　汚れって　いる。うちへ　帰った　後で　気がつきました。

本とに　ごめんね　＝（

明日の講義は８時から６時まで。９時間をかかります。とても　大変だ。ですから　いま　早く　寝た　ほうがいいですよ。

今夜の晩ご飯。

母に　習って　くれた　とおりに　自分で　作った。楽しかった。

じゃ　お休み　＝）

私の失敗

2010-01-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

私はハローキテイ　が　一番好きです。　ハローキテイの顔は　可愛くて、色もきれいなんです。それで　いつも　いろいろな　ハローキテイ　の　品物　を買って、集めています。

先週　ワンウタマ　で　新しい　ハローキテイ　の　ボットルを　買いました。　とても　嬉しかったです。　そのボットル　を　大学に持って　行こうと　思いました。しかし、　夕方、晩ごはん　を　食べて、　お皿とお茶碗を　洗うとき、その　ボットルを　割って　しまいました。　その　時　は　悲しく　なりました。　

いつも　ボットル　を　割れて　いますから、今度　そんな　ボットル　を買ったら、また割らないように　気をつけます。

これは　こん週の　作文の宿題　=)

2010-01-12T23:14:00.002+08:00

新い　bottleが　割れて　いました、残念ですね =(

今日は　とても　疲れるよ、じゃ　まった　あしたね。

お休みなさい。

2010-01-07T22:43:00.003+08:00

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i don't like a fake smile but i can't control myself from doing so.

i need some strenght to stay tough and strong.

2010-01-01T23:54:00.002+08:00

Happy new year everyone.

Well what’s my New Year resolution??? Let’s see what my New Year resolution was for the year of 2009 and how many of it did I achieved.

i wanna live happily every day (well this one I don’t think achieve it successfully because it’s quite impossible to do so)

i wanna enter a good uni ***UM is my dream***( this one is the one and the only one I did managed to achieve it with proud =) )

i wanna improve my singing skills ( it’s been quite a long time for i din really sing properly already … haha )

i wanna grow taller (but i know dis wouldn't happen) ( well for this one, I didn’t really measure my height so I won’t know whether I have achieve it or not.)

i wanna improve my guitar skills ( oh no, I just realized I brought my guitar to the hostel for my 1st semester and I never touched it at all.. not even once.. haha )

i wanna learn electric guitar ( nah, this one is lagi ridiculous for me… haha )

i wanna DRIVE my "hong zai" ( well for this one, I think I already postponed it to my new resolution for 2010.. haha but who cares as long as I manage to achieve it soon, as in real soon.. haha )

Alright after analyzed my resolution for the year of 2009, what’s my new resolution for the year of 2010??

Basically I can’t think of any now. I just want to study well to get my dean list and to be able to graduate with 1st class of honor. Oh ya besides that, I wish to be stronger and tougher when i am facing all the problems that i am having now and I really hope that all the worries that have been surrounding me recently will be able to solve it soon.

last but not least I wana apologize to mr frog because recently I have been acting like a weirdo and being moody for all the time , i know u were trying to cheer me up all the time but my mood swing just being so uncontrollable. I am so sorry dear for making u so worried about me. Thanks for spending most of ur time with me, stay beside me when I am not in good mood, borrow me ur ear to listen to all my complaints. Really appreciate it. Love u a lot dear*hugs*

2009-12-30T21:51:00.002+08:00

今日は　新先生にLessonへ来ました。。。とても　面白い先生ね。今　第２６課のvocabularyを勉強しているん。。。頑張って　ください　＾＾
　

work harder, stay strong and tough.

unlucky

2009-12-29T20:26:00.003+08:00

why must i be the unlucky one? after that incident happened, i can feel that all the bad luck is following me now. again i m gonna ask why must i be the unlucky one? will everything turn to be better after 2009??? to be honest, i do not dare to think bout it. not at all.

i hate my day

big disappointment

2009-12-26T00:03:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone, MERRY XMAS!!! How’s your xmas for this year??? For me??? xmas seems to be nothing special for me this year. I don’t really have a good one. I received the “best” xmas present I ever had…I have no mood to talk about it right now…will update u guys bout it soon.

Good night …

冬至快乐！！！

2009-12-22T22:49:00.002+08:00

今年的冬至过得特别不同，因为今年将会是最后一年在这个家过冬和庆祝圣诞节。。。所以感触特别多。。。其实对这个家是很不舍得的，毕竟我只有4个月大时，就搬来了这个家。。。我在这个家渡过了我的童年，少年，以及许多快乐和悲伤的岁月。。。实在太不舍得了。但搬新家也是件好事。除了换了新环境，而且settle后老豆可以和妈咪悠闲的过着属于半退休的生活。。。也未尝不是好事。。。 hehe。。。好啦，今天忙了一整天，实在太累了。。。我要休息了=）晚安^^

我亲爱的laling明天就回来了^^ *claps claps*

2009-12-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

Hey ya, I feel great today =) woke up early in the morning, brian kokor fetched me to get my medical report but unfortunately, the report still hasn’t done yet, so gonna wait for another day. I felt so stupid for not calling them to ask 1st before I go to the clinic and causing so much trouble for brian korkor. ごめね ><

After that brian kokor fetched me to one u to meet up with mandy,sim yee jeje and sai lou. Thanks a lot ya!!! Loitering around the mall for awhile and bought a beautiful box to put in some important stuff ( shhh it’s a secret =p hehe) then reached home around 12.30. Supposed to go to new condo to help out but then daddy mummy weren’t at home so I just stay at home and do other stuff lo. As we were too bored, mandy and I scanned some of the childhood pictures of teacher Irene and yi ga jie. Haha they looked super cute in those pictures!!!!

After dinner, mummy, mei mei and I baked some gingerbread man and prepare some dumblings for the mid winter celebration on tomorrow. I love GINGER BREAD MAN and I love plain dumblings as well… I just love the month of DECEMBER =) hehe…. Another 3 more days to see my darling… but its okie, we will see each other in lou dei fong for every night =)

2009-12-20T21:56:00.004+08:00

Wasn’t really in good mood for this few days. I just don't know why =( and then, stupid fb is so damn lousy and the connection is super slow. took such a long time to upload my pictures from Penang, which i supposed to upload it long time ago and I gave up at the end.

Miss my laling so much. How I wish he is beside me right now =( how I wish I can hug him to sleep for whole night long. I miss his warm palm, I miss his broad shoulder, I miss his lame joke, i miss his BIG TUMMY, i miss his finger, I MISS HIM!!!! Gonna wait for another 4 more days to see my laling. Sob sob.

Our 99th days <3

santa claus is coming to town =)

2009-12-09T23:12:00.005+08:00

its december now =)

its xmas time now =)

<3GINGER BREAD MAN so much !!!!

its time to bake some ginger bread man now =)

below are the cute ginger bread man that i found frm che che xmas flavour . ITS SHO CUTE!!!

<3 most =")">

this is mandy =)

and this is me =) ( pink in colour =p hehe )

好かった

2009-12-06T22:19:00.002+08:00

試験があるから、今朝６時に起きた。今日は　とても　疲れたよ。試験は　８時から６じまで。

やっと　ｊｌｐｔの試験もう　終わった。好かったね！！！

しかし、３級の試験は　四級の試験より、ずっと難しかった。でも、試験が終わったから、今holidayが始めましょう =)　本とにおもしろいと暇だと思います。

2009-12-04T00:17:00.002+08:00

わたしは　いま　jlptの三級のテストを　準備している、でも　とても　難しくて、少しだけわかった。本とに　心配して　いるよ　=( 　ケルビンさんは　いま　zaoさん　に　あって　いるね、すごいね。わたしも　寝たい。　あしたの朝は　勉強したいですから、早く　起きかなければならないよ、ですから、今晩　早く　寝なければならない。　みんな、お休みなさい。。。

oh low!!!!my dean list says bye bye to me =(

2009-12-01T01:03:00.002+08:00

Last week I was suffered from severe stomach pain. After I had consulted the doctor, I was told that I had stomach infection which leads to fever. The feeling of having stomach infection was not good at all as I have no appetite at all and I could feel that my stomach was squeezing on and off nonstop especially at night. I couldn’t sleep well for few nights. Gosh… thank god after one week of consuming the yucky medicine, finally I have recovered from the stupid stomach pain. But now I can still feel that I m not fully recovered yet therefore no spicy and fried food for me (not that I like spicy a lot except for tom yum =p I m craving for it now!!!). On the other hand I just went to my faculty this morning to check my results. And I feel like killing myself because I still need another 0.03 to get the dean list. Sob sob. Failed to dean list for my 1st semester =( but luckily I still managed to achieved 3.5 above for this semester as what I had promised myself at the beginning of the 1st semester. Next semester onwards, I must get my dean list!!!!!!! Lisa san, Ganbatte kudasai =) JLPT is on this Sunday and I am still not well prepared yet. packing stuff, drama and on9 has becomes part of my daily routine =p I wanted to look for job but I don’t think I have the time to do so as I have plenty of stuff to do during this holiday (packing my stuff, going shopping for new furniture with my parents, start preparing for my 1117 and 1118course, Melacca trip ^^ , preparing for xmas and ETC….. ). There you see how busy I am. But still if anyone kind enough to intro me some part time job or freelance I will not resist it ^^　

its time to sleep now. Good night お休みなさい =)

2009-11-28T23:29:00.003+08:00

お腹が　痛い =( 、でも　来週jlptの三級と四級試験があるから、勉強しなければならないよ。

とても　心配するね T.T

祈っている　体はお元気になります！！！！

来年　４月に　日本の大阪へ行く　＝）

2009-11-23T16:30:00.008+08:00

Few days ago I received good news from my monitor regarding that i have been selected to Japan for a one month program in the April of 2010. yipeeeee!!!!! i was damn happy after i received that call =) finally my wish becomes true. my top wish from the 2009 wish list can be achieved soon. Japan- Osaka i m coming =) hehe

Oh btw, I wana thanks whye keat korkor for the new laptop*hugs* it’s white in color. I love it so much. Finally I have my own laptop. My dad gonna be so happy coz no one will rebut with him anymore.. hehe

HP Mini 110-1130SA White Swirl 10.1-inch Netbook (Windows 7 Starter, Intel Atom Processor N270, 1 GB RAM, 160 GB SATA Hard Disk Drive, Wireless, Bluetooth, 6 Cell Battery up to 6 Hours Life)

Now I need to study hard for my jlpt test which is on the 6^th of December. I m worrying for the level 3 test. Praying hard that I can score well for it and won’t fail. Thanks laling for the notes. Really appreciate what u have done for me <3>

pray to guan yin ma =p

2009-11-17T00:08:00.003+08:00

praying hard right now !!!

日本へ　ぜひ　行きたいですよ。。。

来年四月に　日本へ留学しに　いきたい。。。

今　祈っている　＝）

busy busy busy

2009-11-15T21:03:00.004+08:00

This month has becomes a busy month for me. Exams, JLPT, goin around searching for new condo with my parents, Penang trip and cousin’s wedding as well. 2 months later we ll be shifting to a new place, new environment. Feel kinda excited for it now. However, packing all our stuff is sort of hectic job for us as we have plenty of stuffs to be packed. Its time to throw away all the old and unuse garbage =) btw talking bout our Penang trip, according to my sis it’s a 富贵观光豪华之旅。。。We spent quite a lot of unnecessary $$$ on the unnecesarry things because we were not familiar with the places, people and things over there. Thanks to our main sponsorship, teacher Irene for treating us for this whole trip. We do enjoy ourself through out this trip too. We get to relax ourself by sleeping damn a lot and slacking in the hotel because the room it’s too comfy =) so according to my dear, this trip was a sleeping trip for us. Haha. Next will be our JLPT exams after my cousin’s wedding. Dear we gonna work hard for it ya =) after that will be the melacca trip with my dear ^^ weheee ….that's all bout my recent busy post.the following 2 months gonna be another busy month again.and my diabolo performance will be in the january. i still need time to practise hard for it. Hope everything will go smoothly by tht time =) its time to study now. Till then….

look out point

2009-11-07T23:49:00.002+08:00

my dear is at the look out point now... how i wish i could be there right now =( sob sob

was not allowed to go because mummy complaints that i was out for the whole day and my finals are not over yet. sigh sigh....i ll be alone for tonight and tomorrow night as well. sleeping without my sis...miss them so much =(

2 more papers to go......aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i cant wait for the last paper to be finished which will be 2 more weeks later....

lucky <3

2009-11-07T09:22:00.004+08:00

Good morning. Woke up at the midnight around 3, have nothing much to do but just cant get back to sleep. Luckily i have my dear to keep me company =) thanks laling.

Feel so lucky to have my laling with me whenever I feel happy, sad, upset, lonely…ETC. I just love being with you.

I feel lucky I m in love with you ♥
I feel lucky having you around ♥

thank god for the precious gift =)

Btw I had a terrible nightmare after I get back to sleep :’( sigh sigh......

2009-10-28T21:27:00.002+08:00

最近在追看‘有营主妇’。非常羡慕戏里头的吴鲁太和吴鲁先生。虽然结婚了那么多年，已经是老夫老妻了。还能把感情维持得那么好。虽然有时候争吵但那却是因为太在乎另一半了。但吵了以后，一定有一方肯退一步。彼此也很了解夫妇之间的性格。彼此的默契是无人能比的。老夫老妻了还能这么温馨的牵着手一起走完人生的路，感情几十年不变。真的是太羡慕了。以后当我老也可以像吴鲁太那样幸福和幸运吗？？？哈哈。。。

糟糕！！！只顾着‘煲戏’。下个星期大考了啦，还那么不节制。真不乖 >.<

shiken ga arimasu ne....

2009-10-24T14:46:00.002+08:00

Final exams are around the corner and I am currently enjoying my one week of study break now. I had promised myself to study hard for it. ganbarimasu ne =) as u see, there is no Japanese for this post because i m using my sis's laptop.but the following post will be in Japanese again....wahahahah....so everyone please get ready to translate it by Google translate okie? hahaha

This morning, i was studying this subject called hubungan etnik. and for ur information it’s all in malay. This was the 1st time i open my h.etnik textbook ever since i entered uni because the lecturer usually teached with power point so we dont havta bring text book during lecture =p and seriously bm really kills me. i prefer japanese more than bm now=.= why must we take all these boring subject.. Sigh sigh....but luckily the exam is objective, so i can bring a gun during exam and shoot for the answer =p haha.....

Recently i hav nothing much to blog about.... i love and enjoy my current life a lot. Thank God for giving the best thing to me in everything i do. Appreciate it a lot =)

**happy happy**

my ever 1st speech in japanese =)

2009-10-16T21:20:00.002+08:00

日本でしたい事

　みんなさん、おはようございます（こんにちは）。私はLisa です。今日は「日本でしたいこと」について話したいと思います。

　わたしは日本へ行きたいです。日本でしたい事をいつも考えています。

　まず、いろいろな所へ行きたいです。特にディズニーランドです。そちらは世界の中でいちばん有名な遊園地です。わたしはミッキが大好きです。ミッキはディズニーランドのキャラクターで、とても面白くて可愛です。

　そして、Liz lisaというお服屋さんへ行きたいです。そちらは婦人服を売っている店です。マレーシアはLiz　Lisaがありませんが、日本では人気があります。その店の婦人服はきれいですが、とても高いです。お金があったら、買いたいです。

　それから美味しい食べ物をたくさん食べたいです。特に焼きとりと刺身です。きっと美味しいと思います。

　そして、わたしは季節の中で秋が一番好きです。秋は暑くなくて、涼しいですから。それから、春になるとお花見したいです。きれいな桜の写真をたくさん撮りたいです。

　ほんとうに日本へ行きたいですから、今日本語の勉強を頑張っています。

　いじょうです。ごせいちょうありがとうございました。

2009-10-13T21:15:00.002+08:00

テレビで　この　歌　お　聞いた。本とに　いいね　＝）

最近、試験がある。私の恋人もう試験がある。。。
私のおおくて、ハンサムな彼へ
頑張ってください　＝）

2009-10-06T21:05:00.003+08:00

いまは　おなかが痛いよ　=(　

最近　日本語の勉強が　難しくなります。大学の学課と宿題は　たくさん　ある。いつも　勉強する　でも　上手になりません。４月ぐらい　日本語に勉強しました、でも　あまり　上手じゃないよ。せいひ　日本で　留学しに　いきたい！！！

リサさん　がんばって　くださいね！！！

心之锁，心之扣

2009-10-02T22:37:00.004+08:00

♥ spending my time with my laling =)

我和mr zao的秘密：

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*******

****

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你说你心里的那个扣已经锁紧了，把锁匙寄放在我哪里了。。。

那我就偷偷的告诉了mr zao 说：

我会永远的保存着那把锁匙，把它锁在保险箱里。很安全的哦 =)

但是由于我很健忘，深怕把那密码给忘了，所以找来了mr zao做我的见证人。。。

帮忙我记住那密码。。。所以是很安全的哦！！！除非你在SS2用那3个plans来打劫我。。。

哈哈。。。

すきだよ　要天天说

2009-09-26T13:12:00.004+08:00

在youtube突然间找到一首以前小学六年级时很喜欢的一个组合的歌曲。。。到现在才明白那日文的意思 ^^

O.M.G

2009-09-23T21:17:00.003+08:00

Just now i laugh till my lips bleeding.... o.m.g right?? haha recently i went for the skin specialist again due to the terrible carbuncles...sigh.... keep popping out non stop... and this is the side effect of consuming the medicine by the handsome doctor singh>>>> lips become damn dry. no matter how many layers of lip balm u have applied.... it’s still the same coz it takes time to recover ...haiz so gonna be patience with it.... but Mandy is just being so evil.... keep laughing at me nonstop.... she was the one who made me laugh till my lips bleeding and after that she laughed at me nonstop =.= what a terrible sis I have…. Haha….

its time to study now...is there anyone to be kind enough to kick me off from my laptop now???

2009-09-22T23:15:00.003+08:00

Cinderella is wondering and worrying that whether she will gain weight and grow fat till she couldn't fit in this

>>>>>>

to mr frog : 1:100,000,000,000..... the number is just too complicated...so please simplify it yea....coz Cinderella is not good in dealing with numbers =/

第九日^^

2009-09-19T00:15:00.005+08:00

晤知点解。。。开始对9呢个数字几敏感下咯。。。因为这一天，青蛙先生同灰姑娘开始0左另一个童话故事。。。很想同你讲，同你一起0既时候好舒服亦很自然。。。晤会有压逼感。。。每次同你见面后要返去时都会觉得依依不舍。。。喜欢你牵住我0既手0既感觉。。。感觉很好亦很幸福。。。（虽然我0既手通常都很湿。。。paiseh 啦 =P) 基本上每天24小时里，除0左找周公那5-6个小时，其余0既时候都会褂住你。。。想你系度做紧么0野，想你食饱未，想你驾车时安晤安全。。。。。同埋有无褂住我呢？？？其实想同你讲我心里的话：我们在一起，不需要什么承诺也不需要花很多钱在无谓的东西上。。。简简单单的爱同关怀就足够了。。。对彼此有信任和信心是最重要。。。还有彼此的空间。。。青蛙先生同灰姑娘会一起努力写下新的童话故事的。。。对吗？？？先苦后甜，然后再看到彩虹 ^^ 我们可以做到的.....

就算灰姑娘不在，她也不会毁约（因为怕你会找律师sue我），更不会忘记“点虫虫”。。。所以青蛙先生不需要担心。。。我会给你2星期的通知的 =p 。。。hehe...

09♥09♥09

2009-09-12T00:17:00.005+08:00

がとても好きです！！！♥

2009-09-05T23:46:00.003+08:00

爱爱爱？？？

在和朋友谈着他的感情问题。。。这问题已经拖了还蛮久的。。。那女的对他的爱无动于衷。。。她要的是自由。。。她有自己的理想。。。她追求她想要的生活。。。他对她的爱总是那么多。。。而她却觉得那是太多了。。。
就这样拖拖拉拉的。。。好几个月了。。。他在这几个月都活在痛苦中，因为他还很爱她。。。他放不下。。。或许应该说他不想放下，也不舍得。。。他总觉得很难得找到他爱的人。。。而且双方家长也同意这段恋情。。。难得？？？就因为难得这两个字。。。使他那么执著吗？？？爱对巨蟹座来说是生命中的一部分。。。巨蟹座不能活在没有爱的世界里。。。他们总是爱着别人。。。也希望能找到爱他们的人。。。但巨蟹座也就是那么的执著。。。那么的敏感。。。总是想得比别人多。。。总是那么感性。。。心情也想那令人难以猜测的天气一样。。。遇到喜欢的人的确是很难得的事，但别因为难得而委屈了你自己。。。使自己活在地狱般的痛苦。。。那值得吗？？？如果你们真的是注定的一对或缘分还未走到尽头，我相信无论你们分开了有多远，有多久，又或者几年后也说不定。。。到最后，你们还是会在回一起的。。。不是吗？？？人总不能那么的自私。。。既然你不要或不懂得珍惜他的爱，那就放他走吧。。。而你也应该放自己走吧。。。希望你会在离开之前解决了令你痛苦了那么久的事情吧。。。从新过自己想要的生活，找你想要找的快乐吧！或许放开后的你会找到你想要的爱。。。挥别错的才能和对的相逢，离开旧爱像坐慢车，看透彻了心就会是晴朗的。。。 =）祝你好运！！！

solution???

2009-09-05T22:41:00.002+08:00

after a night of miserable thoughts and a day of relaxation...
finally i have decided to focus on my STUDIES more!!!starting from this minutes.
have nothing much to talk bout it now!!!
ciao~

我坚持的都值得坚持吗？？？

2009-09-05T00:13:00.002+08:00

属于梁静茹电影爱情左灯右行主题曲
作词：陈没作曲：鸦片丹

我坚持的都值得坚持吗
我所相信的就是真的吗
如果我赶追求我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了不要呢
或许吧或许我永远都不要遇见他
或许吧或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

属于风的那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢不要呢?
是他吧命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧他原来就在这里啊
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

2009-08-30T18:32:00.003+08:00

今日は　いい天気ですね。でも　どうも行きませんでした。たくさん　宿題を　しあすから。
来週は　二つ　試験が　ありますよ。とても　大変ですね　

みんなさん　がんばってくださいね！！！

あした　寮で　帰ります。私の寮は　よくないですよ。
あまり　好きじゃありません　

灰色星期六

2009-08-29T16:18:00.003+08:00

今天起床后的天气都不是很好。。。可能是这样心情也被影响了。。。没有心情做任何事。。。就这样宁静的过了大半天。。。什么都没做到。。。只是坐在电脑前面。。。

事实是残忍的

2009-08-28T16:59:00.003+08:00

跌过一次就不会在犯同样的错了...因为害怕了...我玩不起...

至亲爱的自己。。。

2009-08-23T14:59:00.005+08:00

把心封锁。。。只能看见伸手不见五指的黑暗。。。
把心打开。。。或许就能看见那美丽的彩虹。。。

那天，把心里的矛盾和想法告诉了安婷姐姐。。。
她也很仔细的为我一一分析和解释了我的矛盾。。。
而我也终于明白了。。。
原来自己是那么的不了解自己。。。
难怪一向来都不会自己做选择。。。
需要别人的意见。。。
超没主见滴。。。

哈哈。。。现在终于和自己的心做朋友了。。。
亲爱的自己，你好。。。很高兴认识你。。。
虽然是有点迟，但希望我们能有良好的沟通。。。
成为好朋友吧。。。

我们每天都在为不同的东西而忙，也为不同的东西在烦恼。。。

我们可曾试过静静的坐下来和自己的内心沟通沟通呢？？？

我们是否都在做着我们心想做的事吗？？？？

try to think about it, and u will find out alot ^^

2009-08-19T15:27:00.003+08:00

For your information, I m suppose to do my assignmentSS now!!! But I ended up blogging ere =.= Gosh pls help me!!! Hmm…. Have been goin out everyday since holiday started….too many outings…swt… today is a good day to do assignment and study as I dun hav any outing plan for today. But look at the time now>>>> it’s already 15:57 and I haven't even done a single assignment YET. I should have done with my so called EASY assignmentSSS by now, hmmm or at least one? Hahaha…. I m just still having my holiday mood all the time =p haha….

guess what's this???? haha

healthy breakfast with my fav potato bun and yogurt =p hehe

wohooo 辣死你啊妈。。。

seriously i only eat nasi lemak at home =p haha

went to kacau my sis's place =p

yummy wafer

1st week of lecture T.T hujan lebat on the way walk back to hostel..sob sob....feel like crying at tht time coz frightened by the thunder storm =(

coursemate >> michele

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the bookmarked tht i DIY for my 大锁 =）

this is what happened after ur room visited by the mr monkey =/

what a mess =( took me bout an hour to clean my whole room =( swt...

mid sem break open ceremony!!!

2009-08-16T14:08:00.005+08:00

finally, get to meet up with my beloved S3 gang since uni started.miss every one alot!!!!! the gathering was organized by miss siew kai lee at one utama.

queen m

the future lawyer

dear mei sern

dear yoong chee

my belated bday present from dear mei sern n kai lee =)
love it alot...domou arigatou gozaimasu !!!!

seems like most of them has already adapted to the new environment. may everyone will be able enjoy their uni life to the fullest and fill it with happiness and good memory =)

let us work hard together to have great success in life .

わたしの大學の生活

2009-08-14T23:32:00.004+08:00

わたしは　毎朝　７時に　起きます。それから　８時に　朝ごはんを食べます。大學は　８時から　５時までです。　わたしは　毎日　友達と（ミミさん）　歩いて　大學へ　行きます。１時から　２時　まで　昼ごはんを食べます。毎晩　友達と　寮の食堂で　晩ごはを食べます。食べ物は　あまりおいしくないですが安いです。　８時から　１１時まで　勉強します。宿題も　をします。それから　１２時に　寝ます。

わたしの大学は　毎日　忙しいです。そして　大変です。でも　楽しいです。そして　おもしろいです。せんせいと友達は　みな親切です。わたしは　大學が　とても　大好きです　！！！

Doraemon Lyrics (ドラえもんの歌詞)

こんなこといいなできたらいいな
Konna koto ii na. Dekitara ii na
(This sort of thing is good.　I wish I could do it.)

あんなゆめこんなゆめいっぱいあるけど
Anna yume konna yume ippai aru kedo
(that sort of dream, this sort of dream, I have many of them but...)

みんなみんなみんなかなえてくれる
Minna Minna Minna kanaete kureru
(All of them, all of them, all of them. He grants my dreams)

ふしぎなポッケでかなえてくれる
Fushigina POKKE de kanaete kureru
(He grants my dreams with a mysterious pocket.)

そらをじゅうにとびたいな
Sora wo juuni tobita ina
(I want to fly freely in the sky.)

はいタケコプター
Hai TAKEKOPUTA
(Here! Bamboo-copter!)

あんあんあんとってもだいすき
An An An tottemo daisuki
(Ah ah ah... I love you very much,)

ドラえもん
Doraemon
(Mechanical Cat)

i found that after i was able to read hiragana and katakana, singing japanese song by referring to the katakana and hiragana only without the romaji is kinda fun and challenging =p
my next target >>> is to be able to read all the kanji =) ganbatte kudasai!!!!

p/s : i dunno why i couldnt upload the video of doraemon theme song over ere...sigh ><

吓死我了！！！

2009-08-02T15:48:00.002+08:00

今日早晨geh时候，我同妈咪倾紧手提电话geh topic。。。原来妈咪geh电话坏左，想换一部新geh。但系你都知啦。。。通常d uncle auntie 都中意个d screen 比较大同埋keypack 都要大geh handphone。。。总之么0野都要大geh就0岩晒他们geh心水啦。。。0甘0岩妈咪睇
到我geh pink LG geh screen 好大啊！！！then妈咪就好冲动0甘话要用500蚊买我geh LG，要我买过另一部新geh。。。哇，简直0岩晒我心意啦最近我都好想买NOKIA。。。super super senior ,winnie，jessica，和 chae yin都用紧个部。。。哇，听到妈咪geh话真geh有一股冲动差d想今日就去买返0黎。。。luckily moi 同 zhu 够冷静。。。淋湿左我geh冲动。。。其实我都好晤舍得我用紧个部pink LG。。。因为它是唯一一部令我睇到顺眼geh pink 手机，虽然function没么特别。。。不过，我始终好中意它0架！！！ phew一时geh冲动。。。差d就出卖左我geh PINK LG。。。　罪过罪过

耐心geh等候你geh電子自書啦。。。tomorrow will be the day

2009-08-01T22:01:00.003+08:00

i didn't do well for my Japanese small test =( felt so damn sad and down after that test... sigh... but its OK. i know i can do it better for the following test. i will never give up...

my dreams, my target。 JAPAN， i m coming!!!!!!!!!!!!

不要用自己的短处和别人的长处作比较。。。最重要是对自己有信心。。。从自己的短处中发掘它的长处。。。你会领悟得更多。。。加油！！！

1st test

2009-07-28T09:12:00.003+08:00

i've just finished my ever 1st test in uni about one hour ago. i felt abit hopeless for that phonetics paper though i really study hard for it.... i think i just put in not enough effort =.= gonna work very hard for the following test... ganbatteh ne !!!!!! anyway the post bout the cc supper night will be coming soon once i get the photo... stay tune and have a nice day =) tata

♥ LIZ LISA's 私の生活♥

一场电影

痛。。。

kiss goodbye

MAKE YOU FEEL MY LOVE

你好吗？

I Won't Give Up

一篇一边读一边令我不知觉掉眼泪的文章。。。

5 more minutes….

awesome moment

monday blue

when JUNE comes

是距离的错吗？

我不会任命的！

静态！

今天情人節

要爱，就接受吧。

i m not intelligent enough

とうとう試験が終わった！！！

心痛的感觉

心如刀割

counting down

impatient~~~

random pic!!!!

♥ trying out our awesome cap♥

stress or not???

運動すべきだ！

久しぶり

after so long

开课后

Little update about liz lisa’s recent life

time flies

disappointed

good feeling, good thought

update ~~~

full dressed rehersal to broga hill???

i feel happy whenever i am at home ♥

count-ing down???

試験が怖い！！！

bad weather

semiotic

ouch!!!!

the fun of editing layout

*WORRY-ing*

my love, my life

update!!

new layout!!

幸せ

やっと

yohoo =)

missing in action!!!

THANK GOD.

私の失敗

unlucky

big disappointment

冬至快乐！！！

santa claus is coming to town =)

好かった

oh low!!!!my dean list says bye bye to me =(

来年 ４月に 日本の大阪へ行く ＝）

pray to guan yin ma =p

busy busy busy

look out point

lucky <3

shiken ga arimasu ne....

my ever 1st speech in japanese =)

心之锁，心之扣

すきだよ 要天天说

O.M.G

第九日^^

09♥09♥09

solution???

我坚持的都值得坚持吗？？？

灰色星期六

事实是残忍的

至亲爱的自己。。。

mid sem break open ceremony!!!

わたしの大學の生活

Doraemon Lyrics (ドラえもんの歌詞)

吓死我了！！！

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